You consume the majority of my Time.
Dreaming, thinking, longing, and being with you.
Love was given to us by God.
So why not spread it?
Why do others judge two young lovers?
Maybe we do not have much experience,
Maybe we won't be together forever,
But is forever real?
The world is everchanging, and only God is forever and pure.
Mistakes are humankind's heart.
It is what we do.
So let us make this mistake.
I want to jump into your arms and leave.
No worries, no looking back.
Fulfledged trust and compassion.
Let us be judged.
Maybe we are wrong, but if we are wrong together- maybe it will be right.
Does anyone truly have answers to life?
Research, labor, thinking- do we have hard facts or do we delete all creativity and room for question in an idea?
You love me, I love you.
But do we know each other- will we ever?
We believe we do, but maybe we don't.
Do you care?
If no one cares, then what is the purpose of life?
What is the purpose of anything?
If no one cared we would have world peace and omit all conflicts.
Maybe this is the solution.
Maybe not.
I will never understand.
But I do know that my heart beats with yours.
And that is all I want and need.
Even if this is just a dream or a phase in adolescence, it will be a romanticized memory.
A stone in which will let me step and rest for a while until I find a shinier, better rock that will transfer me safely to the next.
But until then, I will continue to "waste" or merely use my Time upon you my love.