Truth is never heard where I live anymore
so many things said that Ive never did before
I feel like a celebrity on the wrong side of fame
trying to get out of the public eye and trying to keep sane
there is no reason for the dishonesty god told us not to be that way
its all a tragedy changing my mood everyday
I thought it was my fault at first I thought maybe they were right
but I've finally realized that its them in my nightmare creeping up my spine every night
I’m such a happy kid so jolly and go lucky
they've taken my spirit right out from under me
its sad to say but they have finally accomplished
my lively hood is finally demolished
I know the truth I try not to feed into the lies
but my whole life is a story being read by ears and eyes
by strangers at that it is so very sad
my anxiety attacks are getting even more bad
my feelings are becoming even more sad
I'm getting even more mad
but fading away so quickly
you can't even see me now
death is not an option but it came across my mind
light is nowhere to be seen but I still determine to find
some bit of happiness that will always be mine.