I shouldn't have been your friend
If I would eventually betray
I would never have
If I knew I felt this way
I know I should be there for you
Everyone knows who he’ll choose
And I know no matter what I’ll loose
Leaving me to die of sadness
I am drowned in my tears
Feeling pain from others and me
Lost in my coming true fears
All caused by a certain someone
My love was failed to be returned
He cares, but not that way
I went into fire, and ended up burned
So no matter how strong I feel this
I cannot even say a word
Stay silent since I should not betray
Stay silent since I can’t be heard
I just want to stop being friends
I wish I could be certain of the future
That this time I won't shed blood
I only hope I will not be harmed again
But of course, my effort will be dud
Whoever decides my life has spoken
My life is only a game with a pattern
Of my heart always being broken
I promised, 'I should not betray'
But I want to break that pact
Just tear and burn it like my heart
Because pain is all I attract
My life wasn't written a fairy tale
And I'm not trying to break your heart
I tell myself not to break your trust
I didn't choose to want what's yours
But my fake act is beginning to rust
I listen to a song that makes me cry
I think of you as I sing along
Then I start to think of you, my friend
And of everything that's going wrong
As I watch a funny movie on TV
I stop laughing when I see it
I should have never quit