guilt
emergence of expectations
in my ocean
of isolation
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
will never be enough
try harder
try harder
try harder
only craving love
I want to do better
I want to do the best
I want to be the best
I want perfection
in a World where it is impossible
but it's not My goal
You Want ___________
You Want ___________
You Want ___________
You Want ___________
my Wants mean nothing
in a World where they are impossible
I'm pushing
I'm trying
I'm sorry
"you're not messing this up, too"
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
but it never is enough