Hay Stack

I've been stuck in it since the beginning
Climbing out
Ever so desperately
On my own,
I'm not knowledgeable enough to make it out alone
You can't take my hand
I want to do this alone
Look I got hurt again
They are only here to make me scars
And scared faces
What am I doing here?
The day should already be over
Like a night wing
Stuck to my back
You black sticky web
Of some frightening spider
Hold on to me and don't let go
Help me correct
The mistakes I have done without you
Next time remind me
To search for the sun
Before I trip over the moon
And can't help myself from falling
Into a pool of sharp diamonds that I will regret
Hold me back from my soul
Make me realize what I have done wrong
I was trying to make it perfect
But without your help,
Just forget
Regret
Hold me back
From the silence I can't neglect