I've been stuck in it since the beginning
Climbing out
Ever so desperately
On my own,
I'm not knowledgeable enough to make it out alone
You can't take my hand
I want to do this alone
Look I got hurt again
They are only here to make me scars
And scared faces
What am I doing here?
The day should already be over
Like a night wing
Stuck to my back
You black sticky web
Of some frightening spider
Hold on to me and don't let go
Help me correct
The mistakes I have done without you
Next time remind me
To search for the sun
Before I trip over the moon
And can't help myself from falling
Into a pool of sharp diamonds that I will regret
Hold me back from my soul
Make me realize what I have done wrong
I was trying to make it perfect
But without your help,
Just forget
Regret
Hold me back
From the silence I can't neglect