I Will Still Be Here

Give it a chance
You know how I am
You know how we can be
Look at me you will see

Throw all your cards onto the table
I will take you for who you are
Not for who you were or what was done to you
But for who you are now

Past is past
I know it’s hard
But regardless of the difficulty
I think you should share all of you with me

You say we have nothing in common
But being uncommon is our greatest attraction to one another
Being able to understand each other when we are so different
You and I have what a lot of people don’t have

The longer you stay a way from me
The longer I hurt more
And I know you don’t want to hurt me
But you know I won’t tell you how I feel, if your so far a way from me

I am existing without you, and I am living when I am with you
I know it seems like an exaggerated comment about the way I feel
Considering I only like you , and that I am not in love with you
But I can’t lie about such a true feeling

Our relationship is a little more than friend based
It’s somewhere in between friends and lovers
I know…you know ,that I still have strong feelings for you
You can ignore me and your feelings for however long you want, but regardless…I will still be here

I can think about a few ways to approach you, so I can express what I feel towards you
But when it comes down to it
You are the one who decides
Its how it will always be…

I will still be here
I won’t stress you or try to convince you to be with me
I can only advertise myself positively in a casual manner, that would appeal to you emotionally
I just…hope you understand one day that being afraid of inevitable love is foolish

We all deserve to be loved
It may sound cliché
But you should let me love you eventually
You should…you would…but could you ever?

It’s the ultimate question to you
It’s the deciding factor of us…
Just know that I will still be here
Waiting even when I think I’m not waiting

Its just what you do to me
Its you unselfishly, its me willingly ,and involuntarily
I hope this isn’t all for nothing
But its forever if its written and saved

Remember if you fall down
I’m here to pick you up
I hope you would do the same for me
If I was to fall would you pick me up?

I hope…that’s all I can really write
I hope…
I hope you choose what is right in your mind
Make the right decision according to your feelings towards me and not fear

And if it’s fear, then push it aside
Let me in to your life, so I can be by your side
And if it’s not fear, then push your feelings aside, and don’t worry about me; I will heal over time
Once the truth is revealed
Your secret will be safe with me
I will respect any moral decision you have, even the immoral ones as well,
I won’t judge

Remember, ”I will still be here”
No matter what happens
If its you that is hurt, then its me who is here to cure
Remember I will still be here

People wonder why they stay with people who hurt them, and not with people who don’t
Its because we care for them deeply
And we would do anything for them, in order to please them
This is how I could feel about you, but I need you first, and I am not asking

I am telling you not to be afraid of me, and of the love that could be
Take your time
I always take mine, when it comes to you
Take your time when it comes to me

Remember I will still be here
No matter what happens
Through thick and thin

I will still be here…