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My Beast

November 29, 2012
By Katana22 BRONZE, Broomfield, Colorado
Katana22 BRONZE, Broomfield, Colorado
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Favorite Quote:
"Birds fly, the wind sings, and still we destroy the beauty." - Linda M.


There is so much anger in me

So much fighting rage

Rage I hold in

Day by day

the energy I trap

behind walls

wants to be freed

I want to scream and fight

the adrenaline in my system charging me

i want to sweat and bleed

what the hell is wrong with me

i don't want to die

i don't want to mar my skin

i simply want to fight

to take it all in

there's a beast within me away from control

taunting me

begging for me to let go

each day my fist clinch tighter

as i resist the urge

finding every little thing upsetting

my body needs to release

in sex

in the fight

or in a form

the energy burns me from the inside

blinding me

clinching my soul

making me grind my teeth

trying to hold control

i try to fight

this part of me

that seems so primitive

this beast i hide

behind a sweet smile

and singing voice

for if they knew

the fighting urge

they would no longer want to be with me

HE would no longer love me

am i a freak?

to feel this way?

or simply a beast

waiting for escape


The author's comments:
I often write these kind of poems when im sick or not feeling well, but please enjoy them!

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