I told you I was kidding when I said

I love you, I’m In love with you

I lied when I said it was a joke and

That you didn’t break my heart

It was all a lie..

I’ve been living a lie with you

From the beginning.

The day I met you,

you’ve been my best obsession

I love you & always will no matter what

But I cant unforget or say goodbye..

I’m sure I’d die or at least feel like it if I do

& when I look into you’re

I fall a little deeper in love with you

I lied when I said hate you, that’d be too hard to do..

But you don’t really want me

You never did.. yet you mess around with me

All the time I know I said us being friends with benefits

Was gonna be no strings attached but I guess you haven’t noticed

There are many strings attached on my side..

I lied when I said I love you cause you don’t understand

How much this love for you is..

I’m lying when I say I can live without you..

WRITTEN April 1st, 2011