I AM WHO I AM

I am the one you don't see

I am the one who likes the drugs she does

I am the one who enjoys pissing off my parents

I am the one who is never happy being with them

I am the one no one sees but my friends

they see how I fake being happy with them

I am the one whose gets thrown into walls because I don't agree

It's all the one you don't see

The one you do see is the all perfect daughter who respects her parents and actually gives a s*** about what they say

about if they care about what happens about me the one who care about her parents and doesn't wish they would die in a whole

no this is the one you don't see

the one you do tries hard in school

and cares about school and she is secretly dyeing inside trying to let the one you don't see come out and play for once and when she does she will have so much fun destroying what the one you do see has created that the one you do see will finally die inside and just be an outer shell so that the one you don't see will come alive and never leave again

she will do drugs she will cut she will live again she will be who she truly is again? or will the one you do see rise from the ashes and suffer once more and let the cycle go all over again?