I walked away, thinking that we were good. Tears streamed down my face, but I smiled through it all, knowing I had you. I told myself that when I got home, you would be waiting. Now, I look at all the emails we sent and the tears come again. We don’t talk anymore, unless we yell and scream. I miss you…I haven’t said it aloud, but this is the truth…I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! My brain just keeps going. Thinking how much I want you to hold me. Thinking how much I want you to kiss me. How much I want to hear you whisper: ‘I love you’. Now, you’re gone, and I can’t hear or feel any of that…I miss you, Darian…….