Stormy sea

I do not know whether to be angry or fall into despair.

I have felt broken
But never like this

My mind is a stormy sea
I have no compass to lead me back to the shores of sanity
I can see the shore but HE is on it

The music
The blasphemous music of the wind
Leads me towards shore

My mind
My forever confused mind
Wants to keep swimming

A wave
A monstrous wave
Rises from the deep
Pushing me
Forcing me to shore
To him

The shore
The once beautiful shore
Has dwindled and gone to waste
Just like my heart