I'm Done Saying Sorry

I'm done saying sorry, to you, to my mom, to those I love, and those who I drag down. I'm done feeling sorry, for myself, for my friends, for everyone who knows someone as horrid as me. I'm done being sorry, about things I've done, about things I'm doing, about things I know I'll do. So, yeah, I'm done saying sorry when I can't won't and don't mean it. I don't want to lie anymore. I'm done lying. So, here it is... I love you. I'm done being sorry that I do. I'm done ripping out my own heart over this, I'm done hating myself because I love you. I'm done being sorry for myself.