S .H. O. U. T.

S stands for sorry, I know
This is what I should be
It’s what I should say
What I want to say
But I don’t
So I’m not, and
I won’t.
H stands for hate, It’s what
I feel, I think, consuming me
I know I shouldn’t, I know
I don’t want to, but
For some reason, I hate
I’m hate
All hate.
O stands for opposition
That’s what I’m doing, thinking
Opposing you, your words,
Lies, mutters, I oppose
I don’t want to, but
I can’t seem to stop
Opposing
Opposing you
So I do.
U stands for undermine, it’s what
You do to me
Whether on purpose or not,
I’m not sure
I don’t want to know, because
I want to do it, too
To you
Undermining you
So I do
And I will.
T stands for truth
Perhaps, most assuredly, the worst
Because behind the fake, the false,
All the lies, there is
Truth, the hard unforgiver
You lie to show me the truth
So I will
Lie to show truth
To you.
I will
SHOUT
Because I detest
With every bone in my body
The sorrowful, hateful, opposing
Undermining Truth, because
It’s not what I want
To hear, but
It sets me free.
So. I. Shout.