Proud

It always feels like a war
my feelings are so sore.
Our relationship has been severely tore
I'm sorry for how I have been.
You wanted to talk
but I just shut the door in your face.
This really sucks this place.
You care
I sit with a blank stare.
I'm the reason for our tare
forcing our minds to go bare.
The things I have put you through ain't fair.
Never asked you to say it in front of a crowd it don’t even have to be loud
but dad please just tell me your proud…