Dizzy
Stuck with confusion
I drown

The light
Like a subway train
Comes
But easily goes

I want to board
To be out of dis-spare
I dream

My music surrounds me
Playing peacefully to my ear
Sucking my in
A trap of ________

I swim through thought
I run through clouds
Cold clouds
Quickly freezing in ice

Hands held tight
I shake
A warm sweaty shake
But is only the humidity the warmth

Where has family gone
Once visible
My fog covers them

Body and mind
Truly a connection there must be
For I sniffil and bruise
Without a touch

Poetry never ends
For mine wraps up quickly
To start quicker

A never ending cycle
Beginning to end

My question is
Have I begun
or am I ending