Thoughts

I
Laugh
I
Cry,
Seeing death within my


Eyes,
A normal kid on the outside, a



Demon
Inside.

Thoughts clouding
Reasons and reality,
Showed


Myself
To the streets and took me in.

Still living alone in
This awful world,
Sucked in no way out
Held the gun tight thing about.
Life,
Friends
That would cry.
Thought strong and hard
Put it down
Deep depreshion
Forming inside the mind ripping out
Happiness
And hope,
Putting darkness
And a small amount of

Coke.
Drugs washed the
Nightmares away,
Help for a bit until the drugs tolled



Me
“You need a hit”,
Can’t sleep,
Waking up thinking everything
At
Peace, thoughts about shooting up, life said to me
“please stop your something more”.