It's Not Easy

April 18, 2012
It still hurts
We talk about relationships and what we look for in a partner and
It still hurts
I walk by the spots of the possible kiss locations and
It still hurts

I want to be strong
I want to feel that I made the right choice
I know that I made the right choice
I think I made the right choice
I want it to not hurt anymore
I want to be strong

I want it to be better
It doesn’t hurt as bad anymore
I can talk to you without feeling sad or mad
I can talk to you and you still make me smile and laugh
It doesn’t hurt as bad anymore
I want to be strong
I want it to be better

It’s been five years and this is the best I have felt about
Where our relationship stands
Then why does it still hurt?
Maybe it’s because you don’t or didn’t feel the same
Maybe it’s because all of my friends are talking about relationships and marriage
Maybe it’s because for one moment I thought I could have someone who would comfort me and kiss me and be there for me

It’s not easy.
It will take more time even though I say I’m fine
It’s not easy saying I love you
It’s not easy

It’s not easy being in love with someone who doesn’t love you.





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