It's been awhile
Razor,how you been?
I've been trying to get better.
get my life back together.
You've torn everything apart.
But then again, you're the only thing that's been holding
me together.
almost three weeks this time.
almost didn't need you.
almost put you away.
but it's been a rough day
and I don't feel like crying.

I wonder what it would be like
to not need you.
to not even know you.
If I could,I never would
have started all of this.
you,and my sick need
has torn me and my boyfriend apart.
almost turned away.
almost didn't need you.
almost put you away.
but it's been a rough couple of days,
and I feel like dieing