i use to say this would never happen to me... i would never end up like this ... i would never make people cry because of me ... yett here i am with a tumor in my head and tears on my face. how do you over come such tribulation how do you tell your self to move on? i can sit here and have people tell me ill be fine but how do they no? how can i alone believe in such a thing when im in this pain. pain that hurts my soul my mind my every being of who i am personality to how much i eat? im not the same person im hurt and crying and i need a friend not pitty im so sick of people and there im sorrys you cant change it you cant take it away saying how badly u feel only hurts me more. i need people to halp me yes but i dont need nor do i want pitty and you to feel bad for me. im so sick of it!!