at first i thought

February 27, 2012
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At first I thought you forgot about me. I pondered and wondered sighed and pouted. I even cried until it was a mountain

Depression side
On that dark mountain side
In the dark cave ha it’s all in my mind no sounds around…
Screaming inside
Tears falling from my blood shot eyes

At first I thought you forgot about me. I pondered and wondered sighed and pouted. I even died inside tears flying from my eyes

The presence of you was gone no more
Empty inside crying
The heart that was once full of joy ripped out my chest …no more brightness at all inside

At first I thought you forgot about me. I pondered and wondered sighed and pouted. I even tried to erase you looking right throw you as if you were invisible. It’s not you here not knowing I highly doubt it

Ashamed of the truth, to be blamed by you
Ashamed that you even came to me to see the truth
Only ashamed of one Ashamed of you

At first I thought you forgot about me. I pondered and wondered sighed and pouted. I even decided to cry about it

Tears fell to the ground like rain from the sky
Tears, cries and only depressing lies that faced me inside
Breaking down into a world of why’s to many cries

At first I thought you forgot about me. I pondered and wondered sighed and pouted. I even tried to lie about it

You left, not I
You started that fight
You... You... And only you
I lied became ashamed I even died always the same cried and tried to fight away the pain of me dying inside because I lied to you… seeking guidance away from you always the same

My love
My all
You are the one to blame you didn’t do what I knew you could do

You lied
You hated me for the wrong reasons
You tried to pull me down the path of evilness
You even believed that love was a stupid thing
You tried your hardest but in the end

I died walking away from the one I loved straight into the know blood- covered street
Full of my thoughts of you, blitz of you no more

It doesn’t hurt to see you again so close to my side
The fear from your eyes tears seeming to fly like air planes in the sky
It doesn’t hurt to cry anymore
I can’t feel my arms anymore

Red dripping from both my sides
So hard to keep my eyes open despite your desperate cries
Can’t feel my sides
Can’t hear your cries anymore
Red eyes arise blurry white faces on both my sides

Closing my eyes
Falling and screaming inside
Life passing me by unsure of what lies on the other side

Only thinking about you in what was my life
Which is now gone watching you from above
Your tears flow as if there was a waterfall

The light soon gets even brighter calling out my name
But before I go
I whisper something into your ear
(I have moved on and now I’m long gone)
Tears still flow as if a waterfall was there for ever more





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