I wonder how you will feel when you realize I wrote this and Cathy didn’t.
How you feel as you continue your life.
How you felt when I left you.
How you can aimlessly blame me.
How you choose to believe others and not me.
How you felt when the divorce was final.
How you felt when YOU walked away.
But have you ever stopped to think about how
I FEEL?
Have you ever thought about
WHY?
Why did I leave?
Why did you leave?
Why did we fight?
Why did I
SPEAK?
Speak of such things.
Speak in a loud voice.
Speak to
OTHERS.
Others Judge.
Others don’t understand.
Others
DON’T KNOW.
Don’t know my life
Don’t know my comfort level.
Don’t know what makes me operate.
Don’t know
ME.
Me;
CONFUSED.
Confused about what to do.
Confused about when to do things.
Confused about what
PEOPLE WANT.
People want to know me.
People want to see me.
People Want…
People
People
People
People want everything they can’t have.
I haven’t wanted you, but you want me.