You look at me to see a girl you once loved, but you turn away. You catch up with your friends, pushing me out of your way, your mind. I look away and try to get over you. My heart feels heavy and all I want to do is cry. I want to be happy again, but it will just go away everytime I see you. The pain is so vulnerable and devastating on me. If I would cry and you would notice, you still wouldn't care. You gave up on me, thinking it was going to be ok. That's how easy it was for you to get over me. That's not how I did it. It hurts so much, I'd do anything for you to make me better. But, you don't care.
When everythin else fades away
February 22, 2012