Never Knew Myself

As far back as I remember
I have problems that I will never get over

My life is not so clear
I want to dissapear
Im not so sure, but I can't handle it anymore
my life was long enough

im running out of time
my blood rushing under my skin
the darkness within
the sickness that grows like a disease

I stand on the edges of a cliff
looking down into a black hole
where nothing is found
Sorrow and tears filling up my face

One more step and then Im gone.
One more step and there I go down down down below
where you will never find me
You never knew me and I dont know myself
after all its me and no one else