Dreams are unexplainable. Sometimes when I dream I don’t know if I’m awake or sleep. Sometimes I wonder if I go so far in this dream, will I ever wake up and breathe. Or will I die in this dream and never really wake up to really breathe? Sometimes I wish I could stay awake. This dream is so horrible, how can I escape? I know if I go back into this dream, the darkness will devour me. I go back to sleep terrified in sweat. I close my eyes and there’s a person looking at me. It was a face I have once seen before. It was my great grandmother looking down on me.
February 1, 2012