how ?

How could I have done this
After all you’ve done to me
You had me playing cupid
All your words abusive
Though I could not stop

You made me curse the angels
You had me love the devil
You had me in a trance

I was so round around you
I didn’t see you smirk
I couldn’t see your demon

How could I be so stupid
Though your eyes are so brown
And your teeth are so white
Oh don’t you see it
I can’t get over you