thoughts and ideas
they ruin
or make our lives

bleeding out of my ears
these thoughts
and ideas
and my mouth
skin
eyes
others

disguised as saliva, vomit
mucus, sweat, urine, blood
and more

I’m not fooled

my conscious is melting
slowly exposing itself
to the world that makes it active

…

they wear masks
the clever devils
red
yellow
green
clear
masks

but I know
my conscious is melting
eroding
vanishing
wearing away

the bleeding and peeing and sweating
and vomiting and spitting
and sickness
brings me bliss
one day I’ll be carefree
a vacant noggin

no thoughts and ideas
only actions
uncontrollable ones
at that

euphoria