missing

I feel something missing,
I feel something tugging.
I hear it pulling at me wanting to get out,
I want to forget but never do.
images of what happen,
I have wished you to hell,
I have wished you to heaven,
Im sorry for all that i have done.
I wish I could go back in time to stop it.
I feel something missing,
I feel something tugging.
I hear it pulling at me wanting to get out,
I want to forget but never do.
this is me that's all I say.I feel this feeling everyday.
I feel this guilt in every way.