matter how hard
I try, I can't
seem to get





you
out of my mind.
Even after I
vowed that I'll





never
cry for you again.
Yet somehow you got
on my train of





thought
oncwe more. I curse
myslef for this,
for I know all





about
your treachery, of
how you're hurting
them, like you hurt





me.
This makes me feel
so stupid. I really
hoped for you,





and
I wonder how you
still do those drugs
when you know





my
cousin almost died from
that evilness. If only
you'd told us your





feelings
and your reasons. Then
maybe I could've helped
you, kind of like





you
used to help me.
I know you are
ignorant and have





never
thought about the
consequences. Never
considered that





even
we would be affected.
I don't even
know why I





cared,
or still care, so
much for you. I
have to stop that