Wishing to be a character

I would want to be like a character
in a book
Flawless, kind, gentle, smart, desirable
I wish
That magic would spark
and then I might have an fallen Angel love
So I would wish
That I would go on a an adventure
to Heaven or He**

and back again

So I might ask
that my life might take on a
meaning of triumph
no cross roads to the unknown
There would be something more
A love fiercer than death
A journey greater than life

So I might have pleaded
That I would be different
stand out
Be part of the bigger, more dangerous
mysterious
picture

I would be different

so I might wish