I'm Only Me

Don’t you see
The pain
And terror
In my bright
Blue eyes

The terror
Within them
That I only
Let you see

My pale
Crescent skin
That is cold
To touch

The scars
On every inch
Inside
N’
Out

The pain
I feel inside
Day in
Day out

Each scar
A story
Each story
A memory
Each memory
A new pain

Each pain
I told
To you

Every thought
I loved you
In the end
I was brought
Back to you
You were my
Anchor
To the pain
My crutch
With each
Love

Every time
I hear
Your voice

A frenzy
In my chest

Each time
I saw your
Face

Pain
In my chest

The pain
Of pure beauty

You were
My love

I was made
Just for you

I loved you
I thought
We were close

Or so I thought…

That we had
Love like
Non other!

But you drove
It away

The tears
I’ve cried for you

Of so many…

I’ve cried
I never told you
Who my tears
Were for

Or why…

I’ve never
Seen you
Break down

In my moment
Of weakness

You never wanted
My love

I gave you
It all
Every bit
Of my soul

You cast me
Away
As if I was
Nothing

I was
Nothing

I am
Nothing

To you…

When darkness
Consumed me

My thoughts…

My mind…

I thought
I had you

But reality
Sunk in
I had
Nothing

You always protected me
I thought
My best
Interest of me
Was in you

Your heart…

I was wrong…

In the end
You were the
Same

As every guy

It took me
3 years

To realize that…

I am
Nothing

But an
Empty shell

Forced to
Live

But
I dare
Be myself

I dare
To be
Me

Even though
You’ve left
Me broken…

I might be
An empty shell

A nobody
To most

But I am
Me

I might
Be a weakling

Hardly able
To stand
On my own
Two feet

A broken
Soul

The darkness
Enters

For you

Because of
You

You cast
Me aside

I like to
Believe
I am

Over you…

But I’m
Not

Time will
Go on

With
Without
You

You never
Wanted my love
My heart

The same
As every
Guy

You were no different
From every
Other guy

You were
You are
The same

So I dared it
So I believed it
So I have said it

You are
The
Same

You never
Wanted my heart

Only my body

Why?

How?

Was I foolish enough
To believe
You might have
Loved me?

I was
Foolish…

My beliefs
My thoughts
Are my own

I believe
In things
People don’t
Dare to

Because
I am me

I dare
To be me

But you’ve destroyed me

My heart…

My mind…

Maybe
I’ll surface

Out of
This darkness

You cast me in…

I might
Love again

Be loved

But through
And through

I will always
Be me

Myself

Without
You

I know
I’m
Done

The final
Stand

Is
Tonight

I will
Get over you

Despite
Time
Mocks
Me

Its done

Good as over

So I say
Goodbye

Once
N’
Forever

I shall always be
Me

Somebody

Not
Nothing

Me-





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