So a tired my eyes from searching for you? Where is this person who said they would be there always. This person who said I would never need to look for you when you where needed. Im searching and wanting to find a loving word. A kindess I dont need to beg for. Love me and dont make me wonder please
Please dont make me fight to believe life is worth living. That im not this thing that the universe can throw out whenever it feels im useless.
Please dont make me feel like a nothing that has no place saying a word. This unhappy thing that deserves to be controlled.
Please