I look outside of my little box
And see everyone so happy
I can't understand it
Why them, not me?

I am sitting and talking
But not face to face
Even my friends
Cant get into my little place

They try to break the barrier
Separating them and me
But alone I feel better
Just not happy

I can't describe what I feel like
I think one friend has got it though
A WHAT THE H*** IS GOING ON feeling
That kind of grows

There are moments of a low
There are moments of a high
I have to get in the right head space
I feel ready to cry

Just I don't know why
Or whatever for
Just its me in my little box
With no little door

No way to get out
And people cant hear me
Even I don't know what I'm saying

I've no religion
And no idea
For what I'm now praying

A miracle to get this monster away
Or a way to crawl out of this hole
Its never ending
And just gets deeper
I'm terrified I'm about to fall

Just me in my little box
With no little door
No idea what happening
And no idea what it's for