I look in the Mirror
I know its not me
Just a mask
Who I use to be
I've changed so much
I don't know who I am anymore
I really don't know what I want to do
I pull it off everyday
No one sees the real me
Only you
I only trusted you
Anymore I'm closed up
I told you everything
To others I hid
Scared of the truth I am
No acceptance for me I see
I'm hiding
From the world yes
I can't stand it anymore
I feel as if I'm living a lie
How though
Everything I do is true
Maybe its the distance in every ones eyes
All have drawn away from me
Or tell me was it me who pulled from you?
It hits a nerve
Deep inside
I guess it was me
I know some where along the line
I messed it up
I tried to fix it
But I just broke it even more
All the friends
I have "lost"
All the "respect"
It disappeared
There's a distance in my eyes
So when I look in the mirror
I know that girl
It's not me
It could never be me