Good-byes

Good-byes killing me inside
never wanted to open myself up again
Start bleeding and you say its your fault
And I say no its my fault for loving you
Nothing else to say but Good-bye
Why is it harder getting back up than falling down?
I hate you more than love
Still gonna be hard letting go!
Never wanted to trust again
Still don't know what happen
It all occurred in a moments heartbeat
Numb to the feeling
But the feeling beats the numbness
Refuse to believe
Don't wanna come to terms
Don't wanna surrender!!