Uncertain

I wake up,
It’s never enough,
I close my eyes every night and think about what to say to you,
As I say my thoughts I think.
This is a beautiful world,
And everything around me is gorgeous,
I know your life,
As you know mine,
I know you died for me and my sins,
And soon I will die and have lived for you,
But sometimes I feel uncertain,
Uncertain about if you are really there,
These feeling make me scared.