I Promise

My ways were so dark;
so immortal.
I want to change; so here goes
My promise to all of you
To all of my friends
who stayed up with me on the phone
Talking with me til 4 in the morning
Trying to calm me down when all I do is cry
To my mother
Always worrying about me and surprise checks of my arms
kept me on guard and I knew I couldn't cut my arms anymore
To my dad
I will always be your little girl
and I will always remember our nights of singing together
and how it always made me feel better
To my boyfriend,
and how he was always there for me
showing me what love is
To my English teachers,
for going to the school about what I did;
therefore ending everything.
I don't want to be that dark person anymore
The knife is now buried in the sea