I know I care too much about you and I wish I could stop. But I want you to know that I'm always there for you no matter what. I love you, I hate you, I wish you were mine. You've been my best friend and my crush this whole time. I wish you could hold me and tell me you care, but I know you love her and I'll be fair. I shall stand back and surrender and let you live your life, I'm here forever and that should be enough. I don't have to be your girlfriend, best mate will do. I know you love her, but I love you too.