August 7, 2011
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And tonight is the first night,

The first night I let myself care

The first night I Brok down completely

The first night I stopped being mad

Tonight is the first night I let myself really miss you

i have been pushing and pushing you out of my life

I thought it would be easier to do,

but I was wrong.

I have to deal with what happened,

not just forget it.

This is not the easy way,

But here i go

Into a new life.

And tonight I will still miss you,

but I'm not mad anymore.

I cant do it I'm tried

So tonight is the first night I truly deal with it

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TheCapturedBat This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Nov. 26, 2011 at 7:49 pm
yes, this is relatable. i know these feelings, but i am a long way from being able to move on.
jaylw replied...
Nov. 28, 2011 at 8:52 am
thank you!! i am glad that my writing can be relatable, but i hope all is well
jaylw said...
Aug. 16, 2011 at 9:47 pm
Please leave coments thanks!!
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