I am going to disappear into oblivion
Perhaps for scientific reasoning
But in reality to see the impact it may have
To see if my existence would be forgotten after I depart

I am going to disappear into oblivion
Perhaps to see if it can bring me peace
But in reality to escape the misery
To run from the depression that I have come to face

I am going to disappear into oblivion
Perhaps to prove a point about humanity
But in reality to prove something to myself
To convert my desired fiction into reality

And as I slowly disappear
I look into the abyss and see none of what I had hoped for