cant take another heart ache. Yeah I'm smiling but inside I'm dying. Ive been hurt so much, and cant deal with it anymore.. I love you, and you have no clue how much i do love you. we had all those great memories. staying on the phone talking for hours. now we don't even talk like we use to. when you started dating her, i cried for hours and almost months. that day we broke up, was hell for me. i felt like you never even loved me. my heart broke into two. thats when i pulled out the razor and slet my wrist 4 times. i wish i never did that cause it left alot of pain for friends and family and the worried about me. i still love you with all my heart.
July 19, 2011