I'm always in the middle sometimes here, sometimes there. Picking sides, which is never fair. I've hurt her but never the other I do suppose I know her better and that chooses my side for me. I hate this. I hate myself. I lost a friend. The pain is killer from this major wound. I'll rest at my right, I'll rest at my left. Who can I stay true to? I don't know, I guess I'm done. Sadly to say no side has won. Just for now I am quiet. I am still. Just waiting for them to call, "Hey Middle Girl."
June 30, 2011