Two Sides of My Heart

What makes everyone,
love and hate me at the same time?
There are two sides of me,
and one side is loved.
Warmth, love, and smiles
are what they adore.
Sorrow, sadness, and rage
are what they despise.
Loneliness reeks this heart,
succumbing to sorrow and hate.
What actions drive them away?
What actions draws them in?
There is only one heart here
but no one cares.
Must I cast myself away?
Or stay strong?
As I search for someone,
who cares...
I will live my life,
as it is.
My heart is who I am,
and no one will take it away.