I dream at night. Of us. It is like my perfect world. You and me together and happy. It feels so real. I get so close to what I want. Things are amazing. Then I wake up. Come to realize that the person you thought was sleeping next to you is no longer there. I come to the realization that your perfection,was a dream. I begin o cry. I wish I would have never of woken up.
June 20, 2011