I am calm and loving.
I wonder If I ever will live with my Mom my again.
I hear my moms voice saying “I Love You.”
I see the depressing look on my mom’s face thinking why don’t I have them back already.
I want to see my mom and be a part of that family again.
I am calm and loving.

I pretend to live with my Mom and our family .
I feel my mom’s heart beating like the sound of thunder.
I touch tears running down her soft face.
I worry that the relationship we have wont be there anymore.
I cry when people talk about my mom like evil whispers
I am calm and loving.
I understand they are trying hard to get us back.
I say she is “I Love my peanut.”
I dream of them coming home.
I try to make her come back but it just doesn’t work that way.
I hope my Mom will actually be our parent we never had.
I am calm and loving.