I Have This Problem

I have this problem
I feel it often
I feel I'm just tired
and sick
Of this repetitive pattern
1...2...1....2....1...2
Over and over and over again
I feel i can't stop
Every wrong you do
counts in my heart
and over time
its built up
It clogs every artery
every vessel
every compartment in my body
and when i think of you
i think of what i have stored.
For i am not a forgetful soul
A forgiver? Good lord I've tried!
It just wont leave me be.