If you're listening
I hope you hear the sound of my breaking heart.
If you're listening
I hope you hear my crying on the shower floor
If you're looking
I hope you see the sadness in my eyes.
If you're looking
I hope you see the tears on my face.
If you're listening
I hope you hear the quivering in my voice
If you're feeling
I hope you feel my pain.
If you're still here
If you want to, you can go away.

But know that I love you.
That I'm so sorry for what has happened.
Know that I still love you
And if you'll have me
I want to come back.

If you still love me
I love you too.
I'm sorry for what I've done.

Jonny never would have wanted this to happen.
I see this now.
Once dead, he's not coming back
I have to accept this.
Wait for me?
I love you.