Colder than ice
Hard as steel
I cannot be nice
I simply don’t feel

I’m always around
Just not in plain sight
With a constant frown
I’m strong but I’m slight

Never giving up on you
Never completely gone
You may say that’s not true
But maybe your wrong

I look just like nothing
To everyone the same
I feel myself growing
You call me by name

You know I’ve never been loved
Never truly released
That I despise each touch
Just wanting peace

You feel like you’re empty
Anytime I am near
You accuse me of things of which I know I’m guilty
Torture comes with me just being here

Tears fall like rain
Pouring down on the ground
Each heartbeat brings fresh pain
You’re afraid you might drown

I hate myself too
Just as everyone does
If you only knew
How much pain there really was

Weeping and crying
Tell me I’m still alive
Any doubts are dying
I’m beginning to thrive