My Dark Reality

April 4, 2011
You got what you wanted, your life turned around,

I guess I should be happy, that the world's going round,

But down in the dumps, sunk under the water,

There is me, with little will to go farther,

People pass me by, take me for granted,

It's like a sparkling misery, Hellishly enchanted,

You are my best friend, nothing will change this,

But why did you have to make me miss my

Dreams, make me want to sleep so I can think about being you.

I hope, I hope, nothing will change,

I hope this isn't strange, but,

I always wanted that feeling,

Just to know what it's like,

The breathe easy for once in my life,

Knowing that I'm fine, and

I, always dreamed of that place,

Where I could come face to face,

With your reality.

Would you blame me, for envying you,

For having some self loathing, for being so true,

Why has fate cursed me, I always looked up to you,

Why has my outlook turned a thick black blue?

Looking back on myself throughout my life,

It's always been alright,

I had everything a child could as for,

Where did it all go? What am I sad for?

You are my best friend, nothing will change this,

But why did you have to make me miss my

Dreams, make me want to sleep so I can think about being you.

I hope, I hope, nothing will change,

I hope this isn't strange, but,

I always wanted that feeling,

Just to know what it's like,

The breathe easy for once in my life,

Knowing that I'm fine, and

I, always dreamed of that place,

Where I could come face to face,

With your reality.

I keep my chin up, I hold my head high,

Only for my pride to fall awry,

I'm between a rock and a hard place,

It's not like the bad things are worth to be chased,

But in my eyes, you've got will,

I'm so worried, my emotions are to shrill,

But I'm still moving, I'll find a home,

A place where I'll be loved for being alone,

I've protected you, you've protected me,

I always get bad luck, you see?

You are my best friend, nothing will change this,


But why did you have to make me miss my

Dreams, make me want to sleep so I can think about being you.

I hope, I hope, nothing will change,

I hope this isn't strange, but,

I always wanted that feeling,

Just to know what it's like,

The breathe easy for once in my life,

Knowing that I'm fine, and

I, always dreamed of that place,

Where I could come face to face,

With your reality.

I fall face down in misery, anytime I watch you,

I break down in anguish as pain is renewed,

The course of a hatred growing larger and stronger,

Let's not let this feeling go for any longer,

All I want to say, is I'm sorry,

For being so, damn angry,

I had to reason to subside

To the hope that love will soon come by

And you could even laugh at my petty hopes,

Knowing that I've been tied up by Satan's ropes,

I hope you understand, this envy was not my plan,

This was just a mistake, so why am I still mad?

Breaking these feelings is like beating a crystal,

As life goes on you become more abyssal,

So let's just quiet down, go ahead and subside,

These past few days have been one wild ride!

You are my best friend, nothing will change this,


But why did you have to make me miss my

Dreams, make me want to sleep so I can think about being you.

I hope, I hope, nothing will change,

I hope this isn't strange, but,

I always wanted that feeling,

Just to know what it's like,

The breathe easy for once in my life,

Knowing that I'm fine, and

I, always dreamed of that place,

Where I could come face to face,

With your reality.

With your reality.

The best reality.

My Dark Reality.





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