I didn’t want you anyway,

Like right now how I don’t want this hurt and pain,

All I can do is cry,

While you ignore me and pretend that I’m fine,

I didn’t want your kisses or hugs,

They tore me apart in the end,

Left me with a bitter reminiscence,

I didn’t want your hellos and goodbyes,

Especially your last one,

A goodbye forever should be called something else,

Like a go shoot yourself and die because I don’t love you,

I didn’t want those summer nights,

Their now like burnt out fireflies,

No good,

I didn’t want your love,

Because in the end you tore it from me,

Left my heart in pieces,

But most of all,

I didn’t want your friendship,

You became my best friend…

I did want you,

But now that it’s over,

You became my suicide.