I Don't Care

March 16, 2011
By , Auburntown, TN
Thanks for ignoring me,

I don’t care anyway,

It’s not like it causes me to cry,

I care so much that it’s hard to care,

Is that even possible?

I can feel my eyes welding up the tears,

Blink hard,

Blink faster,

Squeeze your eyes shut,

Pretend not to care,

I’m okay,

A reassurance,

I know I’m not,

Think to myself and hope of some good explanation,

There’s got to be one right?

I can feel my eyes welding up,

Blink hard,

Blink faster,

Squeeze my eyes shut,

Pretend no to care,

I’m okay,

Am I really?

A tear rolls out,

I’m quick to cover it,

I don’t care, remember,

Steady breaths,

Maybe if I keep telling myself that,

Then soon I’ll believe,

You love me,

You’ll come back,

You’ll call or text,

Your phone isn’t working,

Well gee wiz, I should have known,

You’ll stop by work and say that,

There’s a good reason for all those no replies,

I can fill my eyes welding up,

Blink hard,

Blink faster,

Squeeze my eyes shut,

Pretend not to care,

I’m okay,

Pretend not to care,

Blink twice,

Pretend not to care,

Drifting off,

Hold them tight,

Pretend not to care,

Pretend not to care,

Pretend not to care,

Finally my eyes rest to sleep.





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